What is your worst experience in life?
14.06.2025 12:37
In morning when I wake up I didn't tell anything to my father about last night because I thought everything would be fine now. Moreover my father was going to receive my mother so I don't want to make him worried. But after he went my condition even worsened. When my mother came I just couldn't control myself and started weeping and told her that I am unable to breathe. I told my parents about whole incident. My mother scolded me for not telling my father about this earlier. Then my father took me to the hospital. But my bad luck all the pulmonary hospitals are either closed or doctors are unavailable there. So we went to some other doctor and he gave me some medicines and I got relief from them.
I used to study during daytime and in evening I usually went to my friend's house to refresh myself and take a break from study. My mother was coming on 24th june. So on 23rd june I decided to clean the house properly because my mother is somehow obsessed with cleanliness and I hadn't done much cleaning since she has gone. After my father left for work, I started brooming, suddenly I felt like I am unable to breathe. I started feeling difficulty in brrathing. But I ignored it thinking it was my misconception. In evening I went to my friend and told her about this. She also said that you might have cold. So try taking steam. Actually at that time it was not much vigourous. At night after dinner my father went to sleep, I went to study in other room. Suddenly I felt that I am unable to breathe completely. I was restless. I mostly don't tell my parents about my problems until it becomes intolerable. I think it would make them worried. So I didn't tell anything to my father and decided to take steam. I thought it would cure it. But After taking steam also, the condition was all same. I literally thought that I would not survive. I constantly keep reminding my deva and all the best memories of my life. It was the most mysterious thing of my life how I went asleep on that night because there was no chaces of sleep because as soon as I try to sleep my lungs were like completely blocked.
For about three months from July to September I was completely fine .That thing never happened to me again so we got relieved. During this time I gave my exam and was waiting for counselling. In September I again started feeling difficulty in bteathing. This time I immediately told my mother about this because I don't want to experience that near death experience again. We went to a pulmonologist and get all tests done. But in tests everything was normal. He gave me some medicines and said it was due to cold. During those days I was unable to sleep. When my whole family went to sleep I just keep gazing at the moon and asking God to either I should die or get relieved from this pain. I even thought of suicide due to that condition. It was literally worse than dying.After one week my condition started improving. I continued medicines for three months. Now two years had passed and I never experienced that thing again but I still fear from that experience. I pray to god no one should experience such thing in his life.
This happened two years ago. In June 2022 my mother and my sister went to my nani's house . As I was preparing for my JEE entrance exams at the time, So I decided to stay at home with my father. Initial days went fine.